Doggie sick ; I'm sick

Few days suffered from illness

My doggie mic mic is having skin problem for 2-3 weeks ady...
He's wearing a plastic on his head,
to avoid him from biting his own body...
Luckily he is getting better now....
When the time i just got back from kl,
he really looks weak & no strength at all... :(
Scared me...
I don't want anyone around me leave me anymore... sigh

His owner - ME....got sick too.... :(
Sorethroat @ Cough @ Headache @ Flu @ Red eye
My god....It had been about a week....
How come still haven't recover yet...
Seem getting serious... sob...


Really suffered both physically & mentally....

(T.T)
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* The love tarots for the day *

審判 - 復活 (逆位)

塔羅牌義

這是一張甚帶基督教的色彩。在末日的審判中，死去的人會復活，同時會被審判其罪。

愛情運勢

因為不成熟而情感受挫。你們之間存在著對過去的依賴，不願意正視目前的問題，只是不斷地回憶著過去美好的事。對目前與未來的走向卻不重視，不理會，也不願意下工夫去計劃將來。這就影響了現在的愛情。

"Angels may cry"

Finally finish this sem assignments...

**Back in Ipoh**

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Feeling bad recently...

Might suddenly cry at night before sleep again...

This is not because of him, i guess...but him - my bro...

I still remember every scenes before u leave... It was a nightmare....

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~ Another "him" ~

Loneliness : A feeling of depression resulting from being alone

I so scare for being alone...i dunno why....

If im going to lost you one day, i might be suffer from the feeling so called "loneliness"...

Yet, i cannot do anything to hold you...

If something not belongs to you, it will still gone no matter how tight you hold;

If something belongs to you, you just let it go, & it will come back to you~

Is that true???

Many people told me the facts....

I dunno whether it's true...Or am i actually believe it, but just trying to escape??

Sorry...for being so vulnerable....

>>>God, I just wish to be strong!<<<

Why must there differences between Boys & Girls???

I've done something stupid today...& discover some messages...
Maybe i shouldn't done this because it bring no harms to him but only me- myself...
Do i really need to care so much? Why cant i jus let it be...

Is that every relationship must change over time?
Why must a relationship turn into cool atmosphere compare to the sweet beginning...
Loss of passion, patient and cares... Even loss of love, the most important thing...

Normally, for a guy, it seems like love will become lesser when a relationship grow...
Their gentle action, tender words, sweetest kiss...All gone...
How long it takes?? One year? Half year? Or only one or two months???

Whereas, for a gal, it was first only begin with the so-called "feeling" and then turns into "love"...
Then, a gal will wait for the love to blossom..between them...
Yet, the outcome alwaz undisirable...
Guys will do many things to dissapoint a gal...
It's that because girls hard to serve or because they don't wan to take time to realize the needs of a girl?

A lot of questions come ahead over time...
Is the question "Does him still love me?" really important?
Or a girl can just act like nothing & being as happy as before?

GUYS!!!
Please take note!!!
If you do not really feel like loving a girl for a period as she wish to, do not go for her...
You gain your own happiness for the "sweet time" you assume, but it hurts badly to the girl when everything changed...
A short period of happiness will become a girl's unforgettable memories forever...

Hmmm...Wonder why am i so naive.............................

P/S: This is just my own experience & expressions... I know there might be some cases in which: guys hurt badly by a gal...so...forget bout it... :)

Everytime when i saw old couples walking hand in hand, it just come along with a smile on my face....SWEET isn't it??? This call "eternal love"....

*One Important Picture*

Two weeks ago, my external harddisk spoil d... no signal & cannot be detected at all...
The only way to get back the data inside is to send it back to the manufacturer & retrieved the data by the expert technician...

The salesperson, as well as those who clear about IT, told me that this will cost a few thousand...
Oh my god!!!! How am i going to pay for it....sob...

The pictures inside i only hav one copy...
& some of them really vv important...Nv ever could b taken anymore...
Cz it was took wif my bro...sigh......
We seldom take pictures with him...Therefore, how precious was it if there is one...
There was a pic taken during my mum's birthday last year.... :(
A pic in which my bro hug my mum, with the special birthday cake we gave her that year...
I have only one copy...thus it's really precious...I really need those pic back :..(
What should i do...I really so upset...
Why am i so stupid and transfered all my pictures to the external harddisk without keeping any copies... :..(


Really no one can help??? God's keep playing wif me....

Mid-Autumn Festival

Year 2008 Mid-Autumn Festival : My first post in my blog...

Koh family didn't celebrate mid-autumn this year...
Reason: Chinese tradition, as there is family member passed away, there will be no celebration for all festival in one year time.

8.40pm:- having dinner with my family, a feeling come ahead: a festival like this, there are fewer & fewer members joining the dinner ady... & this year, 3 of our family members gone, the dinner seem so quiet...it becomes more than a normal dinner since we wont having any celebration in one year time...
After dinner wif my family, on the way home, i saw some children playing candle & lantern inside their house...candles all around their fencing area, on their frontgate, so nice...

It reminds me about my childhood...I used to play candle & lantern wif my bro & my cousins...
In my old house... & after i move to the house which i'm staying now, i also used to play candles wif my bro in my house balcony...lighting candles surrounding the balcony...it's really nice...

As we grow up, we didn't play those little children stuffs anymore... but i still miss that moment very much...now, I can still buy the candles, still can play the candles in the balcony...yet, my bro already gone...at the same place, same season, we couldn't have the same person to be wif us anymore...what's left only memories...

I also recall the time when me, Bit Bit, Ming, KK & AX fooling around in the field opposite my house while year 2006 mid-autumn... 4 of us- "the big children" playing candles in the playground & carry lantern walk around my neighbourhood... Now, KK ady went overseas...just like, people all leaving ady...& i don't have mood doing such things too...

"Happy Mid-Autumn Festival"???
What should i reply??? :(