深思哲學 bla bla bla...

• 沒有一百分的另一半, 只有五十分的兩個人.

• 付出真心才會得到真心, 卻也可能傷得徹底; 保持距離就能保護自己, 卻也注定永遠寂寞.

• 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人, 才是真正愛你的人.

• 有時候不是對方不在乎你, 而是你把對方看的太重要. (或許吧)

• 冷漠有時候並不是無情, 只是一種避免被傷害的工具.

• 愛是: 如果我們之間有1000步的距離, 你只要跨出第一步, 我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步.

• 為你難過而快樂的是敵人, 為你快樂而快樂的是朋友, 為你難過而難過的就是該放在心里的人.

• 就 算是believe中間也藏著一個 lie.

• 真正的好朋友並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題, 而是在一起就算不說話也不會感到尷尬.

• 朋友就是被你看透了還能喜歡你的人.

=If i were a boy=

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong


But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…


RED : what a girl will do...
BLUE: what a guy usually do...

Why??? Stop comparing??!!!

2008...my last year for still being a teenager...
Coming new year...coming 20 years old...

Yeah...this is my last year... I am so sad when i realize my age sooner start with "2"...
I don have anything in this "last year" but only sadness & hurts...
Why???
Where is the life i enjoy so much before?
Before this, there is ntg special when we talked bout our childhood,
but now...I wonder how wonderful was it...compare to wat i've had now...
Simple chit-chat, simple laughter, simple life = happiness!!!

2008: Big twist in my life
Dreams may broke...the pastor said...& i understand...
But why? Why life is unfair??????

I know i love to cry...I know its annoying when a girl keep crying...
But...Its really hard to control...
At least i did so well in front my parents...
Isnt it should be like in a movie??
"Asking a girl to cry out when she felt sad rather than ask her stay quietly??"
I wish i can find someone to cry to...
But wat he did to me: he found my tears disturbing,bothering...
The one i wish he could comfort me, the one who could do this, doesnt care anymore...




Listening to the song
***If I Were A Boy***

What about yesterday....?

Finally finish my final...
& i know i did it badly....really bad....Erm...let me rate...

1) Accounting ----------> Worst
2) IFM ----------------> Bad
3) Marketing ----------> Moderate?
4) Business Law -------> Moderate?

Sigh...can i pass all that?? Probably not.... :(
Can i transfe/ exchange to Aus??? Poabbly not.... :(
Sob sob...... why like this..

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8/11...yesterday.... my brother's birthday....
I wish him "Happy Birthday"....
In another world tat not belongs to us...
I knew my parents sure remember bout it....
17 years ago... he came to this world...
& 6 months ago... he left this world...
Mayb he will live happily ever after in his world now...
I wish he will..... No...For sure he will....


So....what's my birthday wish for next year??