Monday, November 17, 2008

Why??? Stop comparing??!!!


2008...my last year for still being a teenager...
Coming new year...coming 20 years old...

Yeah...this is my last year... I am so sad when i realize my age sooner start with "2"...
I don have anything in this "last year" but only sadness & hurts...
Why???
Where is the life i enjoy so much before?
Before this, there is ntg special when we talked bout our childhood,
but now...I wonder how wonderful was it...compare to wat i've had now...
Simple chit-chat, simple laughter, simple life = happiness!!!




2008: Big twist in my life
Dreams may broke...the pastor said...& i understand...
But why? Why life is unfair??????

I know i love to cry...I know its annoying when a girl keep crying...
But...Its really hard to control...
At least i did so well in front my parents...
Isnt it should be like in a movie??
"Asking a girl to cry out when she felt sad rather than ask her stay quietly??"
I wish i can find someone to cry to...
But wat he did to me: he found my tears disturbing,bothering...
The one i wish he could comfort me, the one who could do this, doesnt care anymore...




Listening to the song
***If I Were A Boy***






3 comments:

9uan said...

keep your head up! like you said, leave it to fate. zui toh, i give you the reservation gift la hahaha. :] by the way, it isn't easy to be a guy either =.=

Maple said...

My dear... Fate will change.. don't be so depressed because of now. you still have a very long way to go.. Cheer Up. i can understand the pain but you hv to stand up yourself.. Jia You okay?

Ming

zach said...

Cheer up... I know it was a big twist in 2008, everything will turns out better than what you expect in the following year.

This is my birthday Wishes for you : Be Happy Always!