"Do u know what's the most important thing to u??? Do u know how depress was it when the "most important thing" keep changing?? Become worst & worst........"
I found nobody really closed to me, really understand me anymore....family, friends, boyfriend....who else???
Even the person who sleep beside me, even we grew up together, as in now, we already don't understand each other....
These few days i stay at home...She kept hang out wif her friends...
We have had 3 times dinner in 7 days...Never sit together in the living room...
I knew there are many dissatisfactions and arguments between us...
What she did jus over my "acception" & so does her...
She angry on what i say & im angry on wat she did...& here's come the cold atmosphere between us...
I hope she'll know that everything changed...since the day he's gone...
She can still has her own freedom of cos, but not every day & night, somemore until late at night...Someone worried bout her, she just replied wif an annoying face...This disappointed him...vv much...do you understand?!!!!!
He cried many times...
Last time i wonder y i love to cry so much...& now i realize...
This is not vulnerable, i know how it feels...
I don wan to be the one who makes him cry...Im trying so hard...
Sis, i hope u too....please try yo best...don make them sad anymore...
It just seem like everything keep changing...Relationship with so whoever....
From simple to the complicated one...
Omg...the gap between us really become bigger & bigger ady...Can't even find a suitable channel to talk to...
I so scare everything far from me...
I so scare when i scream "HELP" there is no one to lend me his/her helping hand...
Where is the happiness we used to have before???
I HATE MY LIFE NOW....
4 comments:
I will do my best to lay my helping hand upon you. You will never be alone. Care~~
no matter whoever i change to be and wherever i am,i still be thr for u my sis!
even wat i did nv shown u my sadness bt i reli stress like u do.
bt stg changed,it wil no way 2 turn back.
i jz wanna be happy n away from d sad atmosphere at home.u noe them...
i don wan sad together!
gv me some time.i wanna over come it too!
i know wat's going on exactly and i noe wat am i doing~
but jz u never put your trust on me!
lee chyn,
u can find me anytime if u need help. u noe i'll help whenever anyone needs it from me. don worry bout ur life too much. i m not trying to make u a christian but jus believe in god, ur god my god all are god. jus trust god and let it flow and everything will flow bac into it's path sooner or later.
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