Saturday, September 27, 2008

"Angels may cry"

Finally finish this sem assignments...

**Back in Ipoh**
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Feeling bad recently...

Might suddenly cry at night before sleep again...

This is not because of him, i guess...but him - my bro...

I still remember every scenes before u leave... It was a nightmare....

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~ Another "him" ~

Loneliness : A feeling of depression resulting from being alone

I so scare for being alone...i dunno why....

If im going to lost you one day, i might be suffer from the feeling so called "loneliness"...

Yet, i cannot do anything to hold you...

If something not belongs to you, it will still gone no matter how tight you hold;

If something belongs to you, you just let it go, & it will come back to you~

Is that true???


Many people told me the facts....

I dunno whether it's true...Or am i actually believe it, but just trying to escape??

Sorry...for being so vulnerable....

>>>God, I just wish to be strong!<<<

4 comments:

6001 said...

Words seem inadequate the to express the sadness you feel. Although no words can really help to ease the loss u bear, jus to knw that u're very close in every thoughts and prayer. Our thoughts and prayers are with u.

Well, think like this, God saw him getting tired and cure was not to be, so He put His arm around him and whispered ''come to me''. With tearful eyes watching him, and saw him pass away. God broke our hearts to prove to us, He only takes the best.

life goes on my fren.

Victoria Koh said...

Dai lou...
Thanks for yo supports...
I know u alwaz stand by me... :)
Im trying hard anyway..
Tat day i saw a news which indicates that people will addicted to sadness... Anything happen that makes ppl feel sad, the person will keep on feeling sad as they addicted on it...
Its proved by sciencetists...

Im not sure whether its true...
Mayb im d one like tat...

Maple said...

hey, my dear. Mic is sick and you too ?
so how's ya now? your blog is very nice. how did you do so much things on it?
anyway, remember to take good care of yourself..

-Hugz & Lov3-
Ming

zach said...

We will always around to support and stand by your side. No matter what happens, you still have us. We understand you are having a tough time. However everyone that care for you, wish to have you live HAPPILY as well as your beloved brother. He may found his eternal life in another place looking upon and blessing you and your family, so do not let your brother down.

Hope that everyday the time being happiness is way greater than sadness for you. May blessing be shine on you. Care ~~~